Motto: When conversation finish, the music begin.
The smell of the Brazilian coffee was still in my nostrils.
And my mind wandered far away. How I met
you? I can’t forget, even after 96 years passed away. I still remember the
moment when we open the same door of the black cab. I read today that, as an indubitable
truth, your fate is to grow old only near the man that somehow lives a story
that complements your story. I couldn't agree more. I remember what our first
discussion was, you we’re saying that you are waiting for your soul mate, the
one that is meant to be with you. I was saying that as potentiality, anyone can
be your soul mate, with a little or much more effort. But both need to agree to
do this effort, to discover the diamond that is hidden under many layers of
coal. And we were talking about us living in our own bubble, each trying to
keep the whole world at bay. How that in the end we are like circles that
somehow touch each other in one single point. I let you in my world, you let me
in yours. Even if this little thing took us at least 5 years. But what was just
a flame at the beginning becomes a blazing fire, burning every doubt, every
lack of trust, every limitation that we set in our life, even without knowing.
And now I’m still here, at our favorite coffee shop, waiting for you. Even if I know
that you will never come again. I can’t fight against this power that brought
me here day after day. I can’t accept that I lost you. Probably it was my fate
to live forever, always young, always alone. If only I could discover the
self-repairing Nano-bots one year earlier. If only...
-
Sorry, can you tell me what the time is? I heard a voice on my left.
- Half
past ten, I said, turning around. And there she was, looking at me. My
Isabelle.
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