How to find the perfect girlfriend - day 1230

Nothing yet. I don't know where to look, where to walk. Nothing happen in my world. The colors are missing and everything is grey and dark. I couldn't find my light. Who know who is Light Yagami? i could ask. I have big plans. I want to change my workplace. The 15 years of night shifts are taking their toll. I will maybe change even town. I am thinking to move to London. To take my yellow belt in some obscure martial art. To have some savings, in order to buy a house. But nothing else maters at the end of the day, when you just switch off the computer and fall asleep alone. I will keep going. As long as i could. See you all in some brighter day!